How did this journey begin?
There was a moment
in the depths of pain and searching
when everything changed.
A question cracked my heart open.
A mystical experience showed me something
I could never unsee.
And a tiny piece of paper, carried in the pocket of my mentor, in the presence of Rumi lineage gave me the four questions that became the foundation of this journey.
This program was not designed. It was lived.
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Why This Journey Exists
So many people move through life disconnected from themselves, carrying wounds, self-doubt, burnout, over-giving, confusion, or a deep sense of emptiness despite outward success.
40 JOURNEYS OF LIGHT
This 4 months Spiritual immersion was created to guide you back home to yourself
Back to
your essence
Back to
your truth
Back to the
light within you
This journey is for you if ..
You feel disconnected from your true self and are ready to come home
You have been seeking meaning and purpose but long to finally live it
You give deeply to others and are ready to receive for yourself
You carry dreams inside you that have never been fully lived
You are successful outwardly but unfulfilled within
You repeat the same patterns and feel ready to truly transform them
You long for a spirituality that lives in your bones, not just your practice
You feel called toward healing, growth, and deep inner transformation
You are ready to return home to yourself
From confusion and disconnection →
to clarity, alignment, and inner peace
From temporary peace and inconsistency →
to embodied certainty, resilience, and living your truth consistently
From self-doubt and fragmentation →
to confidence, wholeness, and authentic expression
From spiritual seeking →
to embodied everyday spirituality
The Four Doors of Transformation
Reconnect with your true self beyond conditioning, roles, and expectations.
Deepen your connection with the Divine and your inner wisdom.
Clarify your purpose, soul direction, and your unique vision
Create a more embodied, peaceful, and authentic way of living.
How the Journey Unfolds
Month 1
Awakening
Returning to Self
Month 2
Remembering
Reconnecting to Source
Month 3
Embodiment
Living your truth
Month 4
Alignment
Becoming the Light
A living flow of inner work, embodiment, practices, reflection, community, and transformation.
What's included?
Integration tools for everyday life
Materials to guide you through every step of the journey
Weekly live group sessions + 4 private 1:1 sessions
Guided meditations and experiential practices
Spiritual teachings inspired by Sufism
Reflection prompts and journaling exercises
Embodiment Practices to
integrate your transformation
Community connection and shared exploration
Voices from the journey..
Kristin “Shahinaz leads us through a beautiful and inspiring journey which interweaves Rumi’s wisdom with works of other spiritual and philosophical traditions. The daily meditations and activities were deeply grounding and enlightening for me. They were easy to complete on-the-go, while playing with my kids or in the evening before bed. I loved the new questions and answers about my identity and purpose that opened up along each stage of the journey. The group Zoom calls brought us together regularly to share our new insights, explore our questions and create the feeling of a community of learning. Shahinaz helps us to realize that we can connect deeply to who we are, why we’re here, and what we can do to continue to grow — no matter where we are in our spiritual journey or what we’re busy with in our daily lives. I highly recommend this program for busy women who are interested in digging beneath the surface to explore their inner needs, feelings and areas of identity while working, mothering and living full lives! Thank you Shahinaz!! I will definitely be joining future Journeys!”
Sherine "The 40 journeys of light led by Shahinaz allow you to reconnect with your inner self on so many levels. The daily meditations and activities guide you step by step to find who you are, what is your purpose in life and how to deal with some of the contradictory feelings that confuse you most of the time. The weekly zoom meetings bring all the journeys’ members to a safe place where everyone can share their thoughts, connect with the others, and learn from their insights and experiences. I highly recommend the 40 journeys of light if you are looking to explore your inner self and find your inner peace. Thanks so much Shahinaz you were a great leader to this journey"
Frequently asked questions
A 4-month spiritual immersion inspired by Sufi teachings, created to guide you back home to your essence, truth, and the light within you, through guided teachings, embodiment practices, reflection, and conscious community.
It is an integrative transformational experience that combines coaching, spiritual exploration, embodiment practices, reflective inquiry, and conscious community in a grounded and supportive way.
No. This journey welcomes people from diverse backgrounds, beliefs, and spiritual perspectives. The space is focused on personal growth, self-awareness, consciousness, and inner alignment. The teachings are inspired by Sufism while also integrating wisdom from several other spiritual traditions and paths.
Participants will engage in live sessions, guided reflections, embodiment practices, journaling, meaningful conversations, and transformational teachings focused on Identity, Source, Vision, and Alignment.
You are welcome exactly as you are. This journey is designed to support both beginners and those already on a spiritual or personal growth path.
The program is delivered through live online sessions with guided teachings, interactive experiences, reflection, and community connection.
Yes. Participants will have access to a supportive conscious community space for connection, reflection, and ongoing encouragement throughout the journey.
No. This program is not therapy or mental health treatment. It is a transformational and educational experience focused on personal growth, awareness, embodiment, and conscious living. Participants are encouraged to seek licensed mental health support when needed.
Replay access is available for teaching sessions. Live breakout discussions are not recorded to protect the intimacy of the space.
The intention is to support you in reconnecting with your true essence, deepening self-awareness, reframing limiting patterns, embodying your Soul Vision and creating a more aligned, meaningful, and authentic life.
Participants can expect approximately 2–3 hours weekly, including live sessions, reflections, and practices. Beyond the scheduled sessions, this is a living awareness journey, an invitation to embody the teachings through your daily life, relationships, reflections, and actions.
A Journey Back to Your Light
You do not need to have everything figured out to begin.
You simply need the willingness to take one step toward yourself. This is not simply a program.
It is a sacred journey of remembrance, transformation, embodiment, and awakening.
A return to your essence.
Next cohort begins June 2026
Begin Your Journey